Am I thinking too much? Really? You are telling me all this because you think that I didn't try hard?
所以是替我想或替她想呢？是我知道我不比她好。不比她可愛或厲害。可是我已經盡力了。
對每一件所做的事都已經盡力了。對你，對她，對家人，對工作，對功課 都已經盡力了。
I tried and tried. Taking all the initiative, doing more than I should. But the result wasn't pretty. I am still told that I've not done enough, still blame for being me and most importantly being taken for granted. 好累！好想休息！好想逃走；逃走到一個沒有人認識我的地方。
